RECAP::::!     
                                                                                                              of the last 24-ish  hours....

1.  get ENGAGED. at 6pm Sunday.  cry.  call mama at 6:34pm.  cry.  eat an oatmeal cream pie for dinner.  praise Jesus.  cry. 
2..  take a random trip to Columbia Monday after clinical.  show mama the pretty ring.  try on 2 wedding dresses. 
(get dizzy.  this is craziness)  purchase the 2nd dress.  and veil.   cry again.  kiss daddy's face...
3...  hug the Easter bunny in the mall.  eat a hamburger and fries at Rush's with mama and mel.
4....  hug my Andrew.  cry.  praise Jesus.......  talk about our wedding...

                     is this real?                Father- You know I don't deserve this.  I don't deserve him.
                                                                  And i'm SO excited you're blessing me anyway...

                                                                                                                                             thank You....

oh. my. goodness.                                                  i'm getting married in 4months...